Shikha's World

                                          Tried... I tried too hard to get what i want, but the thing didn't want me. People say deal with it, I say I can't, let me just be me. Emotionally drained and mentally frustrated soul tells me to shut up. Kill me, kill me is what my mind always raps. As soon as I open my eyes, anxiety kicks me hard. its difficult to keep up with the day, which makes me sad. No pills, no meditation has been able to treat my pain, I scream and cry in the rain, yet no gain. No feelings are left inside me, everything is gone, I could only see darkness at night and no bright Sun.

People say love is selfless, but my definition of love is helpless they leave you, when their motive of being with you is completed they leave such scares behind, that could never fade "I will never leave you" was what once they said since then people like me started loving hatred. Flying high was what they taught us, before leaving their way of faking smile was totally deceiving Falling back with broken wings made me realize, that they do not have a heart, even of a pearl size. Why is love so much over rated? it keeps you unsatisfied and waited Those tenderness and warmth weren't real at all We begged, not to leave and even crawled. Since then the night was full of alcohol, where the body stopped functioning overall I have been waiting for my life to be short and small Sleepless night and wet eyes.. that's all

The concept of politics is never worth talking about Its full of corruptions, lies and doubts Although politicians pretend to be politicized, they know nothing but to criticize. Every small things have converted to degeneracy And there is no chance of re-gaining people's democracy They show diplomacy only to gain sympathy They play with our minds brilliantly Their motive is to gain everything selfishly though it takes thousands of lives constantly They want to fulfill all their evil desires tremendously And no one can stop them as everyone is busy in their self-pity

My mom is like a tree of red cherry. She loves me like mother Merry. She teaches me every little thing. She guides me to fly on my own wings. When I miss her, a tear rolls down my eyes. God knows when a small smile in my face will  arise . I wish I could see her every moment. I wish I could feel her with enjoyment Mom you are truely my fairy. How can someone be so much carey ? I wish every time I open my eyes, I could see you Just want to say that i love you

No matter, what you did in your past. I know, our relation will ever last. Though those rumors were deeply vast. You would never be asked So you better not regret, As you haven't done any mistakes your guilt might make me restless. No one can love you like I do, I bet Even if you do something unintentionally, I would still forgive you knowingly. You have filled my life with colorful hue, and I can never stop loving you....