Spirituality

                                         

Tried...

I tried too hard to get what i want, but the thing didn't want me.
People say deal with it, I say I can't, let me just be me.
Emotionally drained and mentally frustrated soul tells me to shut up.
Kill me, kill me is what my mind always raps.

As soon as I open my eyes, anxiety kicks me hard.
its difficult to keep up with the day, which makes me sad.
No pills, no meditation has been able to treat my pain,
I scream and cry in the rain, yet no gain.
No feelings are left inside me, everything is gone,
I could only see darkness at night and no bright Sun.